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Back again.. [29 Jan 2008|02:14am] Happy New Year..its starting out pretty good.. I kicked it off with a dislocated shoulder.. Its all good though..shit happens.. Life is good.. Nuff said. post comment

[14 Nov 2007|10:48pm] Daylight, alright I dont know, I dont know if its real Been a long night and something aint right You wont show, you wont show how you feel No time ever seems right To talk about the reasons why you and I fight Its high time to draw the line Put an end to this game before its too late Head games, its you and me baby Head games, and I cant take it anymore Head games, I dont wanna play the... Head games I daydream for hours it seems I keep thinkin of you, yeah, thinkin of you These daydreams, what do they mean? They keep haunting me, are they warning me? Daylight turns into night We try and find the answer but its nowhere in sight Its always the same and you know whos to blame You know what Im sayin, still we keep on playin Head games, thats all I get from you Head games, and I cant take it anymore Head games, dont wanna play the... Head games So near, so far away We pass each other by cause we dont know what to say Its so clear, Im sorry to say But if you wanna win you gotta learn how to play Head games, always you and me, baby Head games, till I cant take it anymore Head games, instead of makin love Head games, ooh Head games, always you and me, baby Head games, till I cant take it anymore, no more Head games, instead of makin love, we play Head games Head games, in the first degree Head games, yeah, always you and me Head games, why do you do it baby? Head games  post comment

[11 Oct 2007|02:02am] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | Offspring ] Well its been a few.. School is okay..now that my teacher is back. He recently took two weeks to go get his vo-ip certification. With no teacher in two of my classes I was pretty much lost for two weeks but he made his way back this week and I feel like I can breathe again.. There is a good show coming up on saturday. Modern Life is War is playing with Trash Talk over at 1123..I will defiantly be attending.. You know what is crazy though..how bad my timing is on shit..It tends to always happen..you don't know what you have till you really do not have it..and then you know what..its not there anymore..this happens to me what tends to be all the time..but maybe the flag will be in my favor..I'll give it some time and maybe that will come to prove itself.. She knows how I feel..but I don't think its enough quite frankly..kinda sucks..but I am young and you know there will be other people out there..to look for a relationship with.. One of my longest relationships happened this way..so maybe it will happen again..or maybe its too late..who knows..its a waste of time to thank about.. Well Im out. post comment

[18 Sep 2007|07:35pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | The Haunted - Revelation ] Weekend wasn't to shabby.. Passed my dad's class..I was a bit scared about the drug test..but I came out clean..hell yeah! Work sucked today..I had to run two sections so thats a lot of running back and fourth..really sucked.. Last night was pretty wild..went over to Mike's and hung out there..watched a bunch of people acting like crazies on some doeses.. which was pretty funny at times..I was pretty nervous being over there though..there were quite a few people on the back porch playing beer pong..and then it was just loud as fuck the whole night..I had a feeling the cops would come by..but I don't think they did..I left at 1 ish so I don't know.. Other then that..I don't know.. I finished my resume up so as soon as I get a day off I am going for round 2 of job hunting..hopefully this time will be better then the last time..I didn't really get any calls back..and I am looking for a job that pays some good money..I am tired of working these easy pay shit jobs..I rather do a little bit of work and get paid..then none and get paid jack shit.. No school tonight..So I am going to try to find something happening.. but what happens on tuesday...honestly? post comment

yo [13 Sep 2007|09:33pm] [ mood | amused ] Work is getting oollld.. I really need to quite my job..but I refuse to do that until I get another job..or have something else going on..I can not and will not be unemployed..just can not happen... Went to my AA meeting tonight..it was pretty good actually..I am not a alcoholic..or a drug addict but you don't really need to be to understand where they are coming from..or where I am coming from..Although you can't get addicted to weed..you can make it a habit..and that habit turns to a daily everyday thing..You get pissed when you don't have it..and it seems like the world stops if you don't..so yeah it helped..I'm really looking at my life differently..and I am starting to think differently.. like maybe I won't smoke..its to soon to tell but I am going to try.. to fight temptation if the occasion arises.. Work tomorrow..and Saturday and Sunday..and Tuesday and the rest of the week..gosh I'll be glad to get a new job.. Going to Johns to play Dreamcast.. Later post comment

Update. [12 Sep 2007|12:37am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | Melt Down - Thin Ice ] The past few days have been okay..nothing more nothing less.. I went over to Big Guy's house last night and watched a few people play beer pong..and just hang out..it was alright..I was kinda drunk from before hand when I was over at Clayton's house...that was pretty good too..a lot of people at his place..just talking having a good time..kinda like the old school days.. You know what bugs me though..someone is like yeah you should come to Mike's blah blah and then you get to Mike's and you talk to elm and its just like..okay you wanted me to come out here just to be here??? Then when you get home and go to bed..two hours later the person text messages you saying wish you could of stayed longer..WTF?? why .. why do you wish I could stay longer?? Why do you pick a time such as two hours later..when you know I am in bed..so I can't reply or won't reply??? Then why do you call me late at night..when I am 1/2 asleep and then I say hello..and you decide to hang up on me..then I call back and you don't pick up??? They say they didn't think I answered and then I say I called you back and the response was..well I walked away from the phone..COME ON NOW..I was not born yesterday..all I can say is LAME! Last night marked the first night back at class..I have three fresh classes including Microsoft Network Operating Systems (Gay)..Linux Administration..and Comp 1... Richey already gave us a wack assignment about permissions on windows operating system..I got it done in the first ten minuets of class..but still it was kinda a bullshit assignment if you ask me... That day I didn't work..unless you call trying to configure the damn Firestarter application to run properly to work..in that case I was working all day... Sunday night I worked till around 11:30 ish..came home and watched T.V specifically Pan's Ladyrinth..Wow that movie was kinda out there..and whats even more crazy is the subtitles didn't bother me to much..last movie I can claim that would have to be 8 ½... Saturday I worked till like 2:30ish..I watched Shoot Em' Up and I loved it..good action..good storyline..good actors..Clive Owen has always been a plus to me..from Sin City..to Derailed the dude can do anything and make it look good and real..fuck yeah! So I would say the past few days have been a bit eventful..but nothing to memorable.. School tomorrow..and work..let me tell you I am loving it! post comment

woah [08 Sep 2007|02:51am] [ mood | shocked ] [ music | Supertramp - Take the long way home ] Okay so I just spilled coke in my notebook and unlike that shitty bean movie..It didn't go out!!..thank god..if I didn't have this notebook I would not be doing a hell of a lot.. I'm so fucking nervous about it though..still even though I tested everything and everything seems fine..I got lucky..no more coke near the pc! Well before any of that shit I went to the north side and hung out with Joe, Macabe, Katelyn, Emily, and Jacob..it was alright although I really was tempted to hit that B...ahhh! sucks After that I went over to Willow lanes..for the DJ thing..Said hey to a lot of people I knew..and I tried to help a dude get his keys out of his car..which was locked..that didn't go to well..I think he might of ended up busting out his window..but I didn't stick around long enough to find out.. Kaleigh got a job making 15 bucks an hour..I am really jealous..but I will find my decent job soon enough hopefully... I got that alcohol class tomorrow morning at 9 am...really sucks but I only have one left after tomorrow! Bought a router today so I got internet all over the house now..pretty sweet..I pretty much got it free to. How did I get a free router you ask? A buddy needed an apache server set up in his house and he doesn't know shit about Linux. I installed the server, configured it, and gave him a very brief lesson with working with Linux and some command line basics and he gave me 50 bucks..hell yeah.. Did I mention I am so relieved my computer works? yeah I think I did but I will say it again I am relieved my computer works. My sister is living with us now because her boyfriend is a dick..and she brought her dog..which is a pitbull..thats pretty cool but the dog is kinda annoying..and likes to piss on shit..and chew on shit..and break shit..thats a lot of shit.I have yet to see her take a dump on the floor but I am sure it will happen...She fears me for some reason..which I don't mind because she follows my mom everywhere and me nowhere..she doesn't like strangers to much either..Emily and Joe where chilling in my old room to tonight and she came in and growled and barked..hmm she is good at looking out for the family I guess..but still thats kinda gay.. Anyway thats about it for now..got to work the late shift tomorrow..I have a feeling I am going to be there later then I am suppose to..I hope not.. post comment

work is shit. [03 Sep 2007|08:18pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | Smashing Pumkins - 1979 ] What a shitty day.. I got up sicker then sick can get..didn't even shower..just though my work clothes on and put a hat on and left for work..Got to work..drank a 5 hour energy shot with a side of Excedrin..and then took my varaflu cold medicine ... those three don't mix well..for I was jittery and shaky all day..plus my nose didn't cease to stop running..So I'm threading up machines and out of nowhere I end up sneezing all over the projectors..whoops.. I went home on break to grab my phone and then I went to get Jacob food..which he was short 67 cents and I was pretty pissed..not really..His ass does owe me a few smokes though..and I won't let that down.. Cameron Brown is fucking shit up upstairs..if you go over to showplace east anytime soon and want to see these movies I am letting you know they are scrated and look like shit all because he couldn't take 3 seconds to check his machines September Dawn Hairspray Simpsons Arctic Tale No Reservations Underdog About 30 mins of Rush Hour 3 Sunday during his day shift he fucked up Transformers and spent 30 mins not doing anything really but making a huge mess of film on the floor..finally Jacob came upstairs and what took him 5 mins to fix..Cam couldn't get it done in 30..they ended up canceling the show and giving free passes.. Then Mark ends up working last night..and catches a shit load of bad film that never was cut out of the trailers..this made the purfs jump and the sprockets and clamps that hold the film to jump damaging even more film..Had Cam told Mark about it he could of fixed it before show time..but since that didn't happen Mark had to find out the hard way.. So I end up working in the old section today and I go and run Transformers ... well after the third preview the film goes though and ends up that there is a bad splice..so the film goes out of frame..I am all the way at the other end of the building and all the sudden I got Doormen downstairs bitching at me “Uhh Kevin can you check number 2..the screen is all uneven..” I drop what I am doing and manage to kick a door or two on my way back to the old section... I get back and sure enough yes ..it is out of frame..so it being a holiday the show was packed..I made the announcement that I am stopping the show to fix the bullshit..well turns out there are about 7 or 8 splices..and with time against me..I didn't feel like checking them all so I put the movie and frame and said fuck it..took another 30 mins out of my break to build up new trailers just so that bullshit wasn't showing..most of the trailers were unwatchable.. Cameron is cool but he can't run movies for shit..everything that is scratched in the old section is because of him..Saturday night he took off right after he started his last show..and sure enough there was a customer complaint in not one but two theaters.. so I am in the new section and Smith calls me “ey Kevin can you adjust the framing in number 6 and 7”..I was like you got to be shitting me..getting a movie in frame is the EASIEST THING ABOUT THE JOB!!...but whatever I walk my ass over there and pick up slack yet again.. Fuck I am just tired doing damage control..this happens every time after Camron works..I eather have to replace something or fix his bad splices .. or replace all the trailers that he fucked up.. I told Ben not to schedule him anymore..hopefully he takes that under advisement..because frankly I am tried of doing damage control. post comment

Can't sleep mid as well update. [30 Aug 2007|02:16am] [ mood | restless ] [ music | Pantera - Domination ] Well I just saw the new Halloween.. What can I say I loved it..Rob Zombie took Carpenter's hit horror and turned it into something that seemed completely different..Okay sure it was a remake..and honestly I am not a fan of remakes...I came into the theater with that attitude..but what I noticed was that it was everything I wanted it to be..Rob Zombie did what needed to be done..fill in the gaps..that were in the original..and that he did..adding his flavor of gore and his own little touch to the ending..Myers is explained and much more in depth..which is what remake needed..so kudos..If your a fan of the series go see this..I think you will enjoy it.. In other news I just took my last final tonight..Linux ..which wasn't that bad cause I know my shit on Linux..I don't even boot up the windows anymore because honestly its a piece of shit..well at least on my notebook..Linux runs a lot smoother..more customizable..and open source..meaning FREE..what else can you say that is free..and is worth being free?? yeah thats what I thought.. So I got two A's and a C..the C being in Visual Basic intermediate programming..what can I say..I hate programming especially in VB..tooo many stupid squiggly lines..anyone who has done VB knows that I am talking about.. I got a week off..what the hell am I going to do? Not smoke Pot..cause I've been off the shit for over a month .mostly for the fact that I am taking an alcohol class that drops..so yeah can't say its worth going to jail for.. The Alcohol class I am in is called New Visions..and I am about three weeks in..Dude that teaches is pretty cool..He takes a "Spiritual Approach" which is fine by me..in fact it makes more since to me that way..After all I am a Christan so I really can understand were he is coming from..except I don't understand the Spiritual Awakening..I mean I like to feel like I have a grasp on life.. I go to school..I work..my life is good..This guy is a recovering addict himself and he says his spiritual awakening has helped him stay away from drugs, alcohol etc.. I'm not hardcore drug user..don't get me wrong..I have tried my fair share..but nothing that was addicting..however I used to smoke a lot of pot..which isn't a physically addicting drug..I still want to get high honestly..so I guess my spiritual awakening has yet to happen..I don't know..most likley I think the man upstairs put me in the situation for a reason..I mean I blew .006 come on..I rarley drink..but I did smoke..and the class got me away from it..so I believe everything happens for a reason.. On that note..I can't say I won't smoke again..but I won't let it get the way it used to be..never..that was just ridiculous..so even though it is costing me quite the bill..I'm thankful it got me out of that expensive habit..now all I buy is gas, food, and smokes..ahhh My hobbies are changing up a bit..I am starting to play a lot more cards..and pool..I used to play pool a lot back in the day..I wasn't bad eather..but now getting back into it..its almost like starting fresh..but once I get in the zone..no stopping..Round A Bout is a pretty good place to go..but I have been going to Jillian's lately just because the environment is fresh..and I can watch flat screen while I play.. Talked to the pop's not to long ago..I never have talked to much about him on my blog..but I mean what can I say..he likes to get his drink on.. I mean you list the qualities of an alcoholic and my dad meets the whole bill..Growing up I have realized just what my dad is..a stranger..who chooses to drink over seeing the kids..as a kid I never got to spend that time with him..When I did we would watch movies..which I guess is better then nothing..BUT HE WAS DRUNK..come on now..He won't change..I can't change him..no one can..so I prey to the man upstairs to give my dad that “Spiritual Awakening” because if he doesn't do something..I am afraid he doesn't have to much time left..its sad..it sucks..but thats reality for you.. I'm out.. post comment

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Hey guys remember me [23 Aug 2007|01:29am] [ mood | content ] [ music | No Warning ] Holy shit how long has it been..a fucking while thats right.. Shits really changed..I went to linux full time..no longer am I a windows user..if anyone cares..hah But seriously lets get serious Im dating a really cool girl..shes older then me..thats a first..only by about a year or so..I would of never thought I would of been dating her..but shit happend and thats how it is..She is really cool..think the female verison of me..and there you go..who wouldn't want that? Well I don't know if I want it..but I am playing it out..to see if it works..if It doesn't of course the only thing I am going to be able to do is Jump ship..The girl can read me like a book..which is pretty wierd..cause I know not many people that can get a read on me..and then out of nowhere this girl pulls it off everytime..I hope it works out between us..I want it too.. September will mark my first year of completetion at ITT..thats pretty cool..I have really picked up on alot of shit.. Im still hanging out with alot of the same people..One of them is bugging the shit out of me though..mostly because she can't act tords her intentions..and thereby suffering the rath of doing something she doesn't want to do..She fails to heed advice from any of her friends..and her excuse is "I don't want to hurt him" hah well you only hurting BOTH OF YOU to continue something that is not going to work out..so I don't know if she wants to live that life so be it..just quit coming to me for advice if you are not going to use it..you are just wasting my time.. Finals are next week..and I am ready in two of my three classes..VB not being one of them..fuck that class. I don't like it and I don't like how my teacher uses negetivity to somehow boost his students..NEWSFLASH IT IS NOT WORKING..in fact i know students who want to drop the class just because of the teacher..hah fuck it.. anyway..short update..more to come.. Later post comment

[13 Mar 2007|12:25am] My ITT Hardrive with all my work for my operating systems class is gone.. Im pretty sure some fucking street bum took it out of my car when I was downtown..My door looked like it was messed with the day it went missing so its not tuff to say what happend. Last night I ended up at Cole's house place playing cards..Cant say I won that game but I didn't lose the drinking game later that night..If anyone road the bus..it was Brad Long..he rode the bus 3 times and outta that downed about 9 or 10 beers..he wasn't drunk though..wait yeah he was.. Fun night though..too bad I stayed out till 5 and had to work at 9:30.. I woke up and I was still intoxicated..that wasn't too good.. That intoxication would turn into a hangover that make my day a living hell..and it was just that... But yeah now that I think about it..I have no time for anything anymore.. Work six days a week and out of three of those days I go to school.. I can't believe I would say this..But I miss being in highschool..like Sophmore year..that was fun year.. post comment

Long time no talk [26 Jan 2007|08:07pm] Not a hell of alot to say except that I am going to this show sunday and you should too 01-28 @ Keswick Democratic Club - Louisville, KY post comment

Yep. [11 Nov 2006|02:28am] Well here it is friday night and its 8:20.. I am in class..so fun so fun.. Anyways life has taken a bit of a turn..infact just this last week my life has changed quite a bit I must say..Let me just get started with Tuesday morning..doing my morning routine of getting ready and what not..and then the power goes off..so I flip the breakers and nothing happens..well since we didn't have power I couldn't shower in a nice comforting manner..unless ice cold showers are comfortable for you..if so my appalagies.. But yeah the power is off..and stayed off for awhile..my mom is struggling with the bills..and I can't really say I have been helping to much..I only get 20 or so hours a week at showplace newburgh..not enough to pay bills, gas money, cost of living, ect..luckily though I just jumped over at east so I am up to full time now..the only problem with it is its got me turned zombie.. Working 40+ hours a week..plus fulltime at ITT its getting to the point were my body is becoming extremely wore out..and I must say..it sucks.. Set away from work and school I have been writing a script off and on for a movie I hope to shoot in the future..nothing fancy to this one..I just want to make a film..with a running time of at least an hour and thirty mins..if I can do it..keep the audience occupied thoughout the whole film..and get some praise on it..I think I may just have what it takes to do what I want to do.. Adulthood krept up on me fast..and man do I wish I could go back 4 years ago..no worries..just fun..but thats all over..I just keep telling myself my future will be glorious..and if I keep at it..it will be.. But yeah..what is going on tonight..Hopefully some parties..because I am ready to get feeling good..and yeah thats about it.. holla 1 comment|post comment

[13 Oct 2006|09:08pm] Yeah so whats been up.. Not a hell of a lot.. Collage and Work.. I can't wait to get done with college.. So I can move out..move on.. I am getting tired of evansville a bit.. I want to travel around for awhile..go somewhere else..see what else is out there..because although life is good now..I want to do more. Late 3 comments|post comment

It has been awhile and I have a few things to say. [07 Apr 2006|02:08pm] [ mood | awake ] I graduate soon and that is a huge weight off my chest.. From there on I guess my decison will fall in the line of computers System Security to be exact.. But as for life right now..what a joke I tell you..I keep pondering my life late at night and it just isn't what I really want you know.. Honestly everytime I think about it...it just seems my life could be more.. What my life is now is pretty much this, I go to work, I come home, I watch tv or something lazy to that extent, I may run into Macabe or Chris or someone but besides that..yeah..Can't say there is to much excitment.. I take that back..I had some excitement about a month ago from yesterday.. I would come home and take a nap..then wake up to go to work..and once again..my shoulder dislocates. So I go to ER as usual..they pop it back in..and then two days later I go and see my O-Surgen Dr. Deppe Of course I knew what was coming, yet another surgury..this one will be oldschool and should work..so they say.. Then I get sick...then just recently picked up Pink Eye..from some moron at school.. I go though the hallways and I probably spoted AT LEAST five or six people with Pink Eye Hey people with Pink Eye..some advice..STAY THE HELL HOME SO NO ONE ELSE GETS YOUR DISGUSTING FUNGUS EYE! I have went though some very differnt experiences..one being that of Mushrooms.. Early March I took hafe an 8th..and I must say it made me see everything in totally different prospective afterwords..It made me envy things that I would often take for granted..now will I do them again..ehh I dont know about it..but that was truly something differnt..and really something I will fail to forget.. Good News..I got bumped to Projectionist..at showplace.. Bad News.. It still doesn't pay much of anything.. Will I keep my Job? I do not know..Maybe when I actully get a computer I will update this again..yeah that is if I can find someone to Co-sign on a loan..that isn't my mother..yes I know easier said then done..Untill then god bless heh. 3 comments|post comment

woah [05 Feb 2006|11:45pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | Pink Floyd - Run Like Hell ] So the down to nothing show tonight was pretty good. There was a assortment of bands..which was cool.. Down to Nothing had a sick set and everyone else who played..played well. Thats about it today..besides work..I worked and went to the show..I didn't even watch a second of the superbowl..I am sure there are a few people out there in the same boat as me when it came to the superbowl.. Life is swell..school is alright..and I am just liking how things are going in general.. Birthday is coming up sooner and sooner and that is pretty crazy..I don't have many ideas on what I am going to do but perhaps a joint party between me and alex will happen..that would be sweet.. post comment

I never update [29 Dec 2005|08:10pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Ramallah - Ramallah ] I never do update but when I do I often have a lot to say.. Break is good.. working a lot but I ALWAYS work..so its okay My promotion to projection seems like it won't happen..but I am still hoping for it..thats better money and yeah probably a better job then working downstairs..I hope it happens..I really do.. I obtained some cash and other stuff for christmas it was good.. I cut all of my hair off..so there is not to much left..looks much better in my opinion but I did get some weirded looks from it..I do what I want though..and try not to bare opinions of what others think..thats the way to go you know.. But yeah I don't know what to say..so its not so big of an update..but everything isn't to bad now..Im stressing about that Earth Space final..it effects a bunch of shit if you know what I mean..But I think I did well enough..I hope I did well enough.. Now to go watch Boston Beatdown II Later.. 2 comments|post comment

[05 Dec 2005|09:51am] If I do not pass Earth Space Science..I will have to hurt someone..because one class is not holding me back from graduation...thats fo sho 1 comment|post comment

[27 Nov 2005|09:34pm] [ music | Hootie & The Blowfish - Let her cry ] Hmmm..well its been awhile yet again.. Not alot has changed..working 1 job..and working it alot...almost 6-7 days a week..well right now..it will probably slow down again before I know it..but we will see.. Work is something else I tell you.. It just gets more ...I don't even know the word everyday..don't like it to much eather.. I need to start finding a new job..this one is cool..most the people there are awesome..but I really do need something that pays more..and that is kind of yeah..closer to my house..so I think I am going to go job hunting sometime soon..Blockbuster is hiring part time..that might be cool..its about the best thing I can think of right now..unless I obtained a job at best buy or Circuit City...but I would probably be put in some bs department that I know nothing about..or do not want to know anything about...so yeah I do not know.. Yeah Pat Payton party last night..what can I say..I had a really fun time..it was pretty crazy night..and I am still feeling it today..so yeah..I think everyone really did go crazy..it was fun though..good times.. The highly anticipated Christmas Dance is coming up yet again..in short of less then a week...that is all I tend to hear about it at school...I kinda grow old of the subject..but you know..I think I am just going to hit Prom..and not mess with The Christmas Dance this year..its been not to shabby the past two years..well one better then another I guess..mmmm Thanksgiving was spent at showplace working Door..that was good..and then again bad..I did get some of that goooood food but not as much as I wanted..and I missed out on seeing the family..which is bad..but then agian..sometimes it can be good..no offense to my family..but I hate playing 20 questions with every single person there..I mean you take 20 times 8 and thats alot..I have more then 8 relatives too..which yeah is alot of questions.. Just Friends is a pretty good movie..I could see that happening.. I didn't see Harry Potter.. But I saw some guy get punked in the face during Rent.. For a musical..that is a violent scene in the movie..hah Yep... 1 comment|post comment

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